wen reality bies..it sure stings!!

"u deserve the best.."

4 damn painful words i got to hear from a long lost friend..but it has awoken in me a feeling i thought i have outgrown..the old me, who, whatever the circumstances are, always puts herself first..i know it sounds damn right selfish..but i guess, in this place and time, people shouldn't be judging you for putting your self first..i wonder what took me so long to realize this..

so goodbye weary heart..

to hell with unhealthy relationships..

i am not gonna succumb to pity again..to endless crying spells..to meaningless words..

and someday..someday..i will say hello again..to someone much much more deserving of my selflessness..